sometimes

...no matter how many psalms I sing

no matter how many cups of coffee I drink 

no matter how many times I say, "it's not always gonna be like this"

no matter how many times I remember that I begged for children

no matter how many times I praise God for my life

no matter how many kisses and hugs I get

no matter how many thank you's and sweet smiles come my way

no matter how many walks we take

no matter how much sleep I've gotten the night before

sometimes no matter what...

I just gotta admit it-

I'm tired,

I'm weary

I'm worn out!

I can only change so many diapers

listen to so much whining

answer to so many, "mom look at this"

rock so many kids

have so many dance parties

pull so much stuff out of my babies' mouth

break up so many fights

correct and discipline so many times

sing so many lullabyes

nurse so many babies

take so many walks

carry so many kids around 

make so many meals

hold so many tiny hands

clean up so many messes

get so many glasses of milk

answer so many "demands"

fulfill so many needs

before I just gotta admit it-

I need a break...

and I'm going to Target :)

good luck, honey!