that's what I said to Korey this morning and 99% of the time it's true! :) I'm so happy being at home and being with my 4 kids, but there are days when it's so nice to get out and do something all by myself, for myself and just not think about my kids for a few hours! Yesterday I got that chance and it was AMAZING!! Yes, we had to pay $40 to 2 babysitters for only a few hours and Yes, I was nervous about leaving all the kids- especially the twins with 2 highschoolers, but Yes at that point it didn't matter- I just needed some time away! And I consider it the best $40 I've spent in a long time!